Friday, 1 February 2013

Disgrace

so as i were saying, i had a very bad day today. ok it started this morning when i had stomachache. due to my stomachache, i was late for school and i was hungry as well. my sister forbidded me to eat because it was getting way too late. i was fuming ofcourse because i had just let go and now my stomach is really empty and i just ugh. ok assembly went as per normal. we had to recite our doa, read the holy quran and lastly, listened to the tazkirah. so today was supposedly mr. izzudeen's (english teacher) last day at school. so he wanted to give the tazkirah. tazkirah is kind of like a lecture but its just that urm it tells us the benefits of life. my unfortunate day. so mr.izz went up an told about his life an how he succeeded and he cried. ok so, our first period was english and he came in late. he surprised us by holding our speial test papers and saying he will be handing those papers out. so being the stupid teacher he is, he called out the 10 people only who had passed the test. mumtaz got in first and the last to pass the paper was filzah. Ya Allah, i was the first to fail the papers. i got 24/50 and i just- ok alhamdulillah at least i failed not that bad tho. and after that period was nahu. during nahu we had to do our corrections. so after i had finished my corrections, i went on doing my unfinished math assignments. when i was doing it, two of my friends were looking at me. so, i asked them like -2x+4 equals to what. and that girl said u should count it myself but i was too lazy and you know when people are lazy right? i was like that. and when i asked them again, she was angry because i was too lazy to solve such an easy equation. "awak gi count sendiri ah" "oh sorry, malas ah, kite bodoh, malas nak count sendiri" "awak tak BODOH, awak MEMANG MALAS" ofc i broke down to tears because i couldnt take it. i mean she has always thought im a stupid friend just because i didnt study and all and she thinks clever students should be boasting around, showing that she/he is clever or a genius get it? ok when i cried, no one noticed ofc, except for adayah who was sitting beside me during that time. lmao she thought i was faking it until i look up to her and asked her what was the answer to that certain question. ok after school, we had a ladies talk tazkirah. the tazkirah was really fast it took less than 30 minutes (ofc i slept during the lecture). so after the talk, i was rushing to go back home earlier because today is friday. but somehow, that girl told me to stay back because mawarti told so. so i was like asking and asking her when are we going back, what is this all about, why should we stay back. after a few minutes , i was then, informed that they are going to make a card for mr. izzudeen's farewell. ofcourse i wasnt interested and i was like uGHGUGG then mawarti noticed me doing it and told me to go back home. i was really heartbroken knowing that my friends arent caring enough and being there by my side whenever i need them yes everyone every single one of them. oh well, thankyou for reading my rants and all. sorry for wasting your time.
wassalamualaikum, oh btw here's a pic of my results

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